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About Tokio Hotel,

billisnotscheisse:

If they help you get trough your day, they are real.

I have to hear, all the time, criticisms about Tokio Hotel. Their look, their music, their fans, their ‘girlfriends’, their sexuality - everything. And people throw this all up to my face like, just because i’m a Tokio Hotel fan i’ve to take all this shit? I’m proud of being a Tokio Hotel fan. but then, i can’t say anything, i can’t give my opinion on anything because ‘you’re a TH fan, you’re argument is invalid;)’. That’s just stupid, you know?

And why are people always saying that they don’t care about us, and that we are so dumb because we buy their albums and everything?

First of all, i’m not dumb. I know things. Bad things. I know what is marketing, and i know what are esquemes to get to young girls - if some fans don’t get it, i do, so don’t call me dumb! And i know things won’t be like this in five years. Everything changes with time - if you don’t have notion of that, you won’t be here for so long.

Second, don’t you think that i’m expecting Bill, Tom, Georg or Gustav to fall in love with me. I’m not expecting them to do anything for me. I’m not even expecting for them to remember my face for more than 5 minutes. But the truth is that, they make me smile. (which leads us to the third)

Third, They can make me smile when nobody else can. If it wasn’t for them, i don’t really know what would be here from me now. In almost 4 years, they never, ever, let me down, when most people did. They may not be here, but i’m with them, always - i know i can’t be with you tonight, but my heart is by your side.

I love them, for the moments they gave me. For every look, every word, every smile, every song, every concert. No one (but real fans) can understand the rush i feel when i’m close to them, or even when i just see them smiling. If you can’t feel it, you can’t understand it.

Fourth: not all the TH fans are crazy-stalker-groupies-retarded-hysterical-bitches. Some, like me, just want make them smile. Just want to see the boys with their own eyes, and not with a camera all over their face or trying to touch them, even knowing they hate that - would you like to have people you’ve never seen in your whole life, trying to kiss you, grab you, touch you or your dog, etc?. Some don’t scream ‘i love you’ or ‘marry me’ or.. whatever. Some, the real fans, stay calm, and say ‘hi, how are you?’ or just even smile. Some fans don’t have to wear TH clothes - not even to talk about the stereotype of ‘TH fans are emo’ - or have the room full of posters. Being a TH fan is so much more than that.

Fifth, stop trying to say ‘get a life’ or ‘they’re not real’. I know they’re not here, i know they don’t care but if they help me to get through life - something that you probably don’t do so, shut up. - what’s the problem?

So, before you throw all your shit to me face, think that maybe, but maybe, i already heard it all before, and that i probably have my own conclusions already, and.. Guess what? It’s my life. So stop trying to pull your crap over me. I don’t have to hear your opinion about Tokio Hotel just because i’m a fan, because i’m a fan of Tokio Hotel because i like it, not because of you ;)

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